People of our day often move in crowds, connect on social media and yet as often feel alone in the world. The pace of life tends to be fast and many of its moments go by unseen or easily forgotten. In the midst of this tempest, I stay quiet, taking st...
People of our day often move in crowds, connect on social media and yet as often feel alone in the world. The pace of life tends to be fast and many of its moments go by unseen or easily forgotten. In the midst of this tempest, I stay quiet, taking steps slowly, pacing myself. I look at the surrounding scenery that often goes unnoticed, remaining unperceived. The focus of my works is not what people experience as spectacular and magnificent in Mother Nature. Rather, their images portray parts of landscape such as a sky, a tree, a stream, all objects that lack ostentation and often suffer our neglect because they are deemed too common, too ordinary. I observe such objects and study their hidden power to evoke new sensations and emotions. This is the power I seek to express in my paintings which, I hope, can act as a medium to imbue the viewer with the empathy for the apparent minutiae of everyday experience.
Painting results from a combination of the physical and the psychological. When painting, I try to awaken the sympathy for the experiences that cannot be understood by reason alone, through images and other pictorial elements that emerge from the objects encountered suddenly as I, the painter, peer at my surroundings. My painting expresses this content metaphorically, rather than by literal representation. Everyday landscapes unfold as landscapes of the artist’s inner life, capturing her emotional response to her humble models. Yet, my artistic process is often manifold, because I retrieve my subject matter from distant memories of my sensory experiences as often as from very recent ones. In this sense, my process is one part perception, one part memory, and one part emotional response to an external object both as perceived and as remembered.
Often, impressions of objects encountered are stored in the inner sanctum of memory and I try to visualize them time and again. Rather than physical details of the landscapes, impressions these landscapes have made, emotions they have evoked, and instincts to which they have given rise are filtered through my memory and expressed in my works. In this way, I strive to unearth the mental phenomena of memory rooted in Henri Bergson’s ideas of pure memory and direct knowledge of the objects of experience.
Next, I use abstract metaphorical and symbolic motifs in order to communicate emotional content through visual effects. I develop the subjects of my paintings through re-imagining what I have seen, and present them as lyrically poetic, subjective images. Forms are given figurative meaning as they come to life within the painting, opening up the possibility of multiple aesthetic values. The subject itself appears to the viewer as a reflection of her subjective mental imagery based on that viewer’s own free-associations. The abstract forms that give shape to sense perceptions are achieved through the absolute experience and imagination of the subject. Here I speak of the abstract forms in terms of Gaston Bachelard's 'material imagination', a theory that describes how image-association occurs in an individual subject’s point of view. Furthermore, I aim to create paintings that can serve as studies in similarity and contrast with paint-layering treatments to be found in paintings by Mark Rothko, Helen Frankenthaler, and Agnes Martin.
Lastly, I strive to endow my paintings with poetic content through the
technique, pictorial elements, and visual metaphors I use in my landscapes of memory. I aim to arouse inspiration in my viewer by constructing the everyday scene in a poetic visual language whose meaning reaches beyond the closed form. The viewer is encouraged to experience a new dimension of subtlety by looking around slowly and focusing on the details of her surroundings, notwithstanding the distractions to which she is subjected daily. My works strive to create a harmonious space through grasping, collecting, and embracing the underlying essence of their subjects and taking each subject a step deeper below its surface. I hope these paintings will work to expand the space of our surroundings with their own space of warmth, where the viewers can find repose, a sanctuary from their daily struggles, and inspiration through a reawakening of their inner life.